why cant i do anything.
why am i failing, even though i'm putting effort in.
i'm dying inside and i'm sick of never being happy but teachers are making me feel like i should stay on because "you have so much talent" i may have talent but i'm not happy and i can't let it go anywhere if i'm not happy. i'm so stressed about everything and i have so much to do. i just feel like i've got noone to lean on for help and support. i'm fucking sick.
i hate that i hate myself and that i have no idea why i do. or why i actually repluse myself. its scary. noone should feel the way i feel about myself it's so confusing because i do actually know i'm not as bad as i think i am but i just cant stop myself from put downs. i'm far to stressed for a normal 16 year old.
hating this.
just do what you want to do and fuck everyone else. Its your life ken, your only 16 :) just enjoy it whilst you can get away with it. x
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