is it weird that i would rather visit amazing and beautifuly places than waste my money by sitting on a beach with a bunch of drunk chavs. doesnt sound like "banter" to me. maybe it has a lot to do with the fact i have only been on one beach holiday in my life and i'm used to visiting museums, ruins, differnt languages and food. i dont understand spending hundreds of good shopping money to go to a place that has mcdonalds and everything you expect in a british city just hotter and full of kids. maybe i am as stuck up as people say.
hardly a bad thing really though.
i'm watching grand designs. i love this programme, i'd like to build my own house. i'm just far to indesisive. i cant see myself in a house just yet either, i always imagine myself in a crazy studio appartment.
goals has been what todays been about. what i want out of life and what i want to do after school. my dad laughed that i still want to be living in america by the time im 25 because i used to say that all the time apparently. i can't wait. 25 is my scary age right now btw. so i'm applying for colleges this week. i'm scared. :(
i'm not going to comment on my food today
it's been a few friends birthdays.
and i hate myself.
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